Was feeling sorry for myself, recently having caught a bad cold that prevented me from going for my much loved swimming sessions. Just lying in bed, "sleep" not possible in between sporadic sneezes, and spluttering. So what did I do? - lapse into my bad old "wicked imaginings" habit again! But there was a big difference in my fabricated "scenario" this time - always before with my "mental scenarios" it has been in "normal everyday technicolor" - but this time, everything - the place, the person involved were all in a dreary monochrome grey. Then as I allowed the "fabricated scenario" to unfold in my mind - there came a sudden halt - the inner voice said to me, quite clearly "STOP! - THIS IS FROM THE PIT!" ... What a shock "awakening"! In realization of my degradation, I quickly went "running to the Lord" - I don't know why He "puts up" with wretches such as me!
Am back in fellowship with Him again, thanks to His amazing mercy and love! Hoping that warning He gave me will help put an end to such idle wicked thoughts which come from The Pit"!