I wanted to share my experiences with God and tell you a bit about my life and how all things got started. And if I don't speak out to the public I am being unfruitful to the kingdom of God...
I was raised in a Catholic family in my childhood.. I used to go to Catholic church with my grandma.. As I grew up got converted to Baptist but most of my life I was a lukewarm Christian maybe not even that cause I stopped attending bible classes when I was a teen and rarely attended church when I got older...
I used to love playing video games, watch movies, listen to music, play with my nice audio system, clean and wax my car nice n shiny.. I had a nice car I worked hard to get one I dreamed of having and I succeeded it. I also used to love watching porn and masturbate a lot... I thought to myself that masturbation is good for health and God wouldn't mind it... Even the doctors tell you that having sex / masturbating is good for your health... I also loved eating sweets like donuts, cookies, ice cream, etc.
One day I found tumors in my nutsack, there were several and growing as time went by. The tumor was hard like rock! I had exact same symptoms that cancer patients have so I was worried. I got ill and lost tremendous amount of weight and had no strength... I didn't go to the doctors because I was scared. I did pray to God to save me from this illness or whatever disease I have.. I looked it up on the web and found fruit veggy diet can fight or even defeat cancer and tumors.... So I ate almost nothing but fruits and veggy... Mostly it was broccoli, carrots, apples, oranges, and chia seeds. In one year my sickness started to go away and my tumors got smaller and softened...I also regained some strength. I exercised too. I continued to consume fruits and veggy for another year and my health continued to improve.
I then started getting a strange symptom. It started off with itchness in my feet, ankle, hands... Then it kept getting worse and worse and felt like my arterties were being poked with millions of needles! It hurt me so bad. This pain spreaded all the way to my chest, neck, and to my head!! I thought I was gonna die soon. I didn't go to the doctors cause I'm scared. My guess was that maybe This is due to overdose of consuming broccoli?? It has huge amount of Vitamin K and can cause blood clot diseases.. So I stopped eating broccoli. Took a year to reduce the pain but I still suffered to some degree. This pain has also been virtually removed by Jesus Christ now. I rarely get this pain any more.
In early April of 2014 I saw on news MSNBC that Russia was rising in action and having conflict with USA over Ukraine crisis. Russia took over Crimea at that time too. I saw Russian military power and got scared. Something put me into fear that Russia will be the great threat to America and her allies and trigger World War 3.... I just had this bad feeling. I then looked up on youtube for bible prophecy and indeed this was true and that Russia will attack and take out America and Britain. I got scared and prayed to God to help me get saved so I can go to heaven... I prayed to God more seriously this time and asked him if masturbation is sin or not??? I did not want to play a game with God and wanted to get serious.. God led me to a same prophet where I got the Russia VS America prophecy from and he said masturbation is one of the greatest sins and a fast ticket to hell. So I tried stop masturbating....but my addiction was too strong to overcome... I did not realize that it was the masturbation demon that was making me do this. I was horny and had lots of lust.... I was masturbating again and ALL OF SUDDEN God turned the faucet off on me. This prevented from my sperm to come out my penus. I felt this burning in my lower stomach. I knew for a fact I was about to cum but it got suppressed supernaturally. I got scared cause I never had such experience in my life before. I immediately realized it was God that did this. He was giving me a message STOP MASTURBATING... i just knew it. So I stopped masturbating since then. I stopped seeing women in lust also, no sexual fantasies either.
God then led me to three different people on youtube to forgive my Dad cause I had fights with him in the past and I hated him. This was really serious message from God because I was warned from three different sources in one day....so I obeyed him. Went to my father's house and apologized to him and kissed and huggie.
One night I was in a dream where everything was physical and the vision was so clear...it was like photo-realistic clarity, better than real life. I was in the coastal area riding in a van with 15 or so people and were heading to somewhere.. The driver and the guy in charge are from the government...I was in the back seat and was looking out the back window and saw Two nuclear bombs coming down... They were coming from the ocean. the dream was so clear and I was able to see the exact detail of them. Next day I looked on the web and found the nuclear missiles that looked just like in my dream and it was Russian Bulava SLBM's. That got me shocked.... I have more details on this dream but want to pass on cause I have other things to say in my testimony.
God led me to hell videos then. Lots of hell videos.... One of them was Mary K Baxtor. God also showed me that only 1 out of 1000 make it to heaven and all the rest cast into hell... This was verified on hell video, the prophet, and other God's true disciples. God led me to His most beloved son Jesus to get to know him. I started praying to Jesus then and asked for guidance. He led me to his true disciples on youtube they are:
- TheRaymond86 (Raymond Carrington)
- Still Small Voice (Claire)
- Jackie Price
- Robert Lyte
- Finalcall07 (Jan Boshoff)
- WarningThePeople (Andy)
- Chris LaSala
And the movie Gospel of Matthew (4 hour movie available on youtube)
Jesus used these people to teach me the Gospel... That's how I got to know Jesus and father God seriously. Jesus showed me that only way to get saved is to be born again like a child, repent all sins, get baptised in water, deny myself (desire of the flesh / temptations / addiction / evil heart, lust, etc etc)' pick up the cross and follow him, which means to seek to hear his voice and obey him everything he tells us to do. It wasn't going to church nor study bible book, it was JESUS. About 4 months ago I applied for water baptism at local churches online and Jesus took over from there... He managed all, to get me baptised. In one week one of the pastors called me and got excited to interview me, all went well and got me baptised Jesus bought me a pair of shorts for 5 bucks (it was on 90% sale and only one left perfect size). This was the day before the scheduled water baptism. After I bought a pair of this shorts and came home Jesus gave me a supernatural feeling.. It was warmth, peace and love right into my heart and I broke down in tears... It was the most amazing feeling I ever had. Jesus showed me that he takes water baptism VERY SERIOUSLY because this is one of the requirement to follow Jesus. Jesus showed me to stay on the narrow path and not be with the world... Narrow path is the way to light that leads to heaven.
I wanted to get closer to Jesus so I got rid of all of my movies and music and my nice audio system... I dumped all music CDs and other entainment media into trash.... Sold my audio system and took that money and gave it all to one of the disciples so he can distribute money to the poor and the helpless... I had very expensive audio and power cables which worth tens of thousands of dollars... Dumped ALL of them into trash. Then that night Jesus came to my dream... He jumped out of wormhole out of nowhere. He was wearing white robe... But he looked tired. He must had long tough day... I was about 15 feet away from him. He didn't see me, but he let me watch him.
Jesus told me to sell my nice car so I did. I was tired at the time cause I didn't eat and the last food I had was spoiled or was poisonous. I got real sick that day... I was shaking real badly I could not even sleep. All of sudden God (I felt Father God this time) SNATCHED my shaking AWAY from me in 1.5 seconds!! I "felt" the snatching. My shaking stopped instantly and I was able to have good sleep. I took no medicine of any kind I relied on God to take care me.
A few weeks or so later Jesus led me to sell my house. It hasn't been well taken care of. I had weeds completely taken over my whole yard front and back and sides... i am single btw. The same day after putting out an ad for sale I received a call from my realtor and the house was sold... Not only that, the buyer paid higher than the asking price. I was shocked and delighted. Jesus was managing it for me to make ways...
He made me quit my nice job then. I was getting good pay with that job.. Jesus got me a new job in the same day I went out to apply for one.. Same with finding an apartment... He found me an apartment the next day. Everything was easy first attempt....as if God made ways for me it's amazing ^_^)
Jesus has been taking care of me like changing out diapers on me I feel like a cute baby ^_^). Recently Jesus came to my dream again and this time he wanted to play Hide and Seek game with me!! I was searching for him and called his name "Jesus where are you?" I got to a house it was a nice little ranch. Jesus said "I am here". I opened the front door and entered the house but I still could not see him... Then something came to me and I hugged it. It felt like a fat sheep but was invisible.. I was in joy and love when I hugged it. I felt warmth and love it was amazing. I was then lifted above ground and was placed on a hill somewhere outside.
Jesus showed that he loves me and gave me deeper understanding about his love. He's been revealing to me many things... Since I got closer to Jesus by repenting my sins (meaning turn away from sins) and follow him I have been getting dreams every-single-day... Not even one day have a missed a dream. I am not a dream person I rarely dream except when I was sick (flu). But now I dream all the time. I have been encountering demons they try to tempt me, set me a trap to fall... They also come chasing after me and scare me and harass me.. Much of the dreams are so intense I get tired by the time I wake up in the morning. It seems like the dreams are longer than the actual hours of sleep. I only had two encounters with Jesus but most of the dreams is where the demons play with you. And you gonna get to experience that when you walk with Christ.