I need to confess my sins to u. My mind has been obsessed a married one from church. I still wanna giver a New Yrs kiss & I wanna do her. I know I know it's wrong (so please don't remind me), but I haven't been able to shake the attraction I have for her in years. I kissed her on the lips once & I kissed her on the ear & cheeks lots (& she kissed me back on the cheek). She invited herself into my place once. She hugs me, but I'm a bit naive & not even sure if she likes me. Kinda bad for me to even b thinking that, eh? Last nite, I was dreaming lots about her & being at her place with her hubby & kids. The reason I didn't go to church is cuz she was gonna b there & I was really afraid of possible rejection & also football starts at 11 & church at 10:30. I'm trying to shake this adulterous, lustful attraction I have for her & I'm asking Lord to help. Sometimes it goes away but comes back pretty quickly.