I am just responding to your post. and being honest. Honesty works. I have never lied to anyone here. I believe what I believe and I don't believe what I don't.
Just as none have ever said they "hated" you, I have not see anyone accuse you of lying. Again, your "suggestive language/statements" such as being "hated," or this "lied" thingy now are "fishing."
Suggestive language used to get a response from others is fishing.
You did say that you would claim to be Christian if that was the only way you could stay active on the Forums. This might suggest that while you were not lying, you were stating that you would be willing to misrepresent who you are, or what you actually believe.
That should give you a reason to pause and reflect on the many comments you have made here.