I have been having a health issue for the past 4 years. It is painful and makes me feel sick. There is nothing the Dr's can do for me besides waiting until it gets very infected and then doing surgery. I am deathly afraid of blood, needles, cutting, surgery, IVs ....everything. God has commanded us not to worry, and I am trying my best. I believe he could help me through this surgery and worry and pain but i still find myself pitying myself and worried about having surgery.
I have been a Christian for years and always struggled with anxiety and try my best not to. I do believe the Lord could do anything, even take this away from me or take the worry as I have been trying to give it to him. I'm afraid that there is something holding me back and God will not help me because he knows there is still worry in my heart. I feel stuck and scared. Please offer any advice. I do read the anxiety verses on a daily basis and try to find 10 things to be thankful for each morning. help