It is true Amo. I am sorry to break the news to you. Deep in your heart you know it is not rubbish. It is very hard to learn the real truth after being in what we thought was the truth. People kept telling me until I turned them off and they let me go my own way. That is how it is my friend.
That is how it is for short sighted, self centered individuals who think their experience defines the experience of all others. You have no idea how it is for anyone other than yourself. That is what a relationship with God is all about, He knows and does completely understand as no other can for each of us. Being able to relate and share, is not at all knowing how it actually is for another. This is God's privilege alone. You do not know how it is or was for me, or anyone else for that matter. Thinking you do in simple accordance with your own experience, leads nowhere, and absolutely is no standard of truth at all.
I know it to be rubbish, and I have never believed the rubbish. I'm sorry you apparently did, and then were deceived into believing all other SDA's were and are just like you. You had and still have wrong ideas about SDA and biblical teaching. When you realized this, instead of admitting of it, you just trashed all of it according to those wrong ideas as though everyone else had them as well. At least that is what I perceive of your experience, but who am I. I certainly know that we have had very different experiences as SDA's, come to very different conclusions regarding what SDA teaching actually is, and what the bible actually teaches.