I am overcoming pornography in my life and sexual sin but in today's dream I had a bunch of beautiful girls and I was starting to wake up because I wanted to avoid looking at girls and 3 seconds after the dream ended I had an emission all I remember is transitioning to being awake and realizing I was horny and getting nervous and right away I had an emission I didn't have time to react or thought about anything except I was feeling horny so I didn't think about anything and this happened as soon as the dream ended I was just wondering if I sinned because I feel like in those 3 seconds maybe I could of thought of a grandma or something and prevented it I feel guilty and in shame thx for your help
PLease dont beat yourself up, you are doing you best, and very well done for the battle you are winning over porn and sexual sin. ::clappingoverhead:: God is on you side and loves you to bits. ::nodding::
Haha thanks there yea been trying to stop since september when the Lord chastised me with a toothache that hurt more than getting shot probably and no way do I ever wanna go back there the rewards for overcoming are too great to lose out on.