supernatural occurs without faith too

[Bitter Sweet]

I say without faith because none is needed when God shows himself time and time again. It was when I was an Atheist that God revealed himself to me the strongest and proved to me he was real. How I came to be a "christian" I don't know because it seems like most if not all of my Christianity isn't like other Christians "faith". It's just Christ himself.

Nothing was done by man, it was God working supernaturally in everything I saw and did in my life. There was no denying this fact for me, there was no faith needed at all. I went directly from Atheist to knower. I know knower isn't a word but how come I skipped the whole faith part? What other word besides knower is there to describe this knowledge of God being revealed directly in your life?

[Bitter Sweet]

This actually used to be my debate with Christians while I was an Atheist. I never understood why do they need faith in something they know is real? Doesn't faith give a shadow of doubt? Do I have faith God is going to save me vs. I know God is going to save me. Knowing something wipes out all faith and doubt. Maybe I just don't understand the definition of faith.

Apparently I never needed it, it turned out to be a self fulfilling prophecy for me. Sometimes I wish I had never opened that book, can't change what God has already done and what he's going to do.