cared for by God (c:

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I woke up at around three in the morning, and I smelled what seemed like pollution. I was thinking of how this world's people can spread poison in the air and not care about people. And I went outside to see if I could get an idea of where it is coming from. I walked some way, then noticed the smell that is like the rotting smell that can come from a low tide's shoreline. Ah-hah! Maybe what I thought was pollution was really from the low tide area where there is decomposing stuff giving off its smell. So, then I went to the harbormaster's docking area and went out and lay down at the end of one docking area, on the boards. And I felt little specks of drizzle on my skin, in the cool night air. And this was one of my favorite enjoyments with God (c:

I thought of how I could stay out in nature and fresh air and just camp all the time. But Jesus says, "He who loves his life will lose it," in John 12:25. So, I am not here only for what I like! But I appreciated God having me out there and sharing with me like that. But I was thinking of people who do not enjoy God and have sweet sharing with Him. Please may people be changed by You, God, so they are with You in Your love and care and sharing with them. Please have me do whatever You want me to do to minister for people to have sweet kind tender sensitive sharing with You in Your love and to enjoy and obey You however You please while being pleasing to You like Jesus is pleasing; in us, Jesus makes us pleasing to You like He is (Galatians 4:19, 2 Corinthians 3:17-18, 2 Corinthians 2:14-16, Ephesians 5:1-2, 1 John 4:17). I can't make people become sharing with You and pleasing like Jesus is; only You can do this.

groaning for this > The Holy Spirit "makes intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered." (in Romans 8:26) I can see what the Holy Spirit is groaning for.

Good to see you (c: God bless you, too (c: bill