what does this mean?

[+Lily+]

Failure to comply with moderation

I saw this today and i totally have no idea why I can't post, or why I actully recieved this. I did not post anything lately. What did I do? I can't understand.

I hope there is a reason for this, because if there is not, then that is a clear indication that I should not be part of this community since someone here does not want me. Probably, they are shy to tell me "leave"?

well I do not want to judge anyone but I feel unwanted. it is ok. i can't force people to like me.

Thank you.

[+Lily+]

I know I should not have posted my artwork, or talked about angels guide. (I already know it is wrong after I heard few awesome sermons.)
So yeah I will not post about these anymore because God showed me that I was in an error. Besides, I already received warning for those. There was no need to give me another one because I did not do anything else. I assume it was a mistake?

[Lively Stone]

Love you, Lily!

[larry2]

I know I should not have posted my artwork, or talked about angels guide. (I already know it is wrong after I heard few awesome sermons.)
So yeah I will not post about these anymore because God showed me that I was in an error. Besides, I already received warning for those. There was no need to give me another one because I did not do anything else. I assume it was a mistake?

Thanks Lily. I searched for the reason of you being moderated but couldn't find one and it could have just been a glitch with our upgrade still in progress; I have lowered your warning level to the point of not being moderated at least for this present time. Thanks for your apology nevertheless and I do so look forward to seeing you overcome the obstacles before you. It's not those that make mistakes that worry me so much as them that make mistakes, attempt to justify it, and seek no help. I continue in prayer for you in Jesus' name.

[MeMyself]

I know I should not have posted my artwork, or talked about angels guide. (I already know it is wrong after I heard few awesome sermons.)
So yeah I will not post about these anymore because God showed me that I was in an error. Besides, I already received warning for those. There was no need to give me another one because I did not do anything else. I assume it was a mistake?

Still praying for you Lily.

[chosenone]

I know I should not have posted my artwork, or talked about angels guide. (I already know it is wrong after I heard few awesome sermons.)
So yeah I will not post about these anymore because God showed me that I was in an error. Besides, I already received warning for those. There was no need to give me another one because I did not do anything else. I assume it was a mistake?

Still praying for you Lily.

yep sure are   God has a great future for you.

[+Lily+]

Thank you everyone. I'm sorry about this again. I was talking to LS lately and she helped me a lot! I decided to call a pastor who I trust, unfortunately I could not reach him, but they suggested me to watch few sermons and read few things he wrote and it did not take a lot to find my answers. Maybe, I'll post those sermons later. They helped me a lot.

[chosenone]

Thats good Lily. I am glad they helped you, but do try and speak to the pastor as well if you can. It would be good to have some support where you live as well.

[MeMyself]

Thank you everyone. I'm sorry about this again. I was talking to LS lately and she helped me a lot! I decided to call a pastor who I trust, unfortunately I could not reach him, but they suggested me to watch few sermons and read few things he wrote and it did not take a lot to find my answers. Maybe, I'll post those sermons later. They helped me a lot.

Yay for Lively!  I am glad God was able to use her to speak to your needs, Lily!  May He continue to draw near to you.

[+Lily+]

Thats good Lily. I am glad they helped you, but do try and speak to the pastor as well if you can. It would be good to have some support where you live as well.

I'm sure the pastor will ask me to do the same – to read the document that he wrote. I read it already, and it helped me to understand about deliverance. There is not anything he could do for me.

I was thinking about telling him about the art and the music I produce, but I felt it is pointless because since I was a child, I always felt like I'm psychic. It is difficult to explain my views toward this ugly old world. That is why my art is purely symbolic. I feel intuitive all the times and I just feel the need to fulfil it. I guess I have to win the war in my head because I just know it is not healthy to live like this.

[+Lily+]

Thank you everyone. I'm sorry about this again. I was talking to LS lately and she helped me a lot! I decided to call a pastor who I trust, unfortunately I could not reach him, but they suggested me to watch few sermons and read few things he wrote and it did not take a lot to find my answers. Maybe, I'll post those sermons later. They helped me a lot.

Yay for Lively!  I am glad God was able to use her to speak to your needs, Lily!  May He continue to draw near to you.

It is amazing what God can do because I did not understand LS, for a long time. I had bitterness probably...

But, God changed my heart about a person, and i know he can change my life as well =)

[Lively Stone]

Thank you everyone. I'm sorry about this again. I was talking to LS lately and she helped me a lot! I decided to call a pastor who I trust, unfortunately I could not reach him, but they suggested me to watch few sermons and read few things he wrote and it did not take a lot to find my answers. Maybe, I'll post those sermons later. They helped me a lot.

Yay for Lively!  I am glad God was able to use her to speak to your needs, Lily!  May He continue to draw near to you.

It is amazing what God can do because I did not understand LS, for a long time. I had bitterness probably...

But, God changed my heart about a person, and i know he can change my life as well =)

It is all God's doing, Lily!

You deserve a nice big hug!

[chosenone]

Thank you everyone. I'm sorry about this again. I was talking to LS lately and she helped me a lot! I decided to call a pastor who I trust, unfortunately I could not reach him, but they suggested me to watch few sermons and read few things he wrote and it did not take a lot to find my answers. Maybe, I'll post those sermons later. They helped me a lot.

Yay for Lively!  I am glad God was able to use her to speak to your needs, Lily!  May He continue to draw near to you.

It is amazing what God can do because I did not understand LS, for a long time. I had bitterness probably...

But, God changed my heart about a person, and i know he can change my life as well =)

Yeh you were a bit antsy towards us for a while. lol.
However sometimes love needs to be tough, and we could see that you were headed for disaster, but now you are doing so well and we are very proud of you, and yes God IS changing your life, and this is just the beginning of what he has for you. 

I am so glad that you have been so helped by LS lily, she needs some encouragment.

[MeMyself]

Thank you everyone. I'm sorry about this again. I was talking to LS lately and she helped me a lot! I decided to call a pastor who I trust, unfortunately I could not reach him, but they suggested me to watch few sermons and read few things he wrote and it did not take a lot to find my answers. Maybe, I'll post those sermons later. They helped me a lot.

Yay for Lively!  I am glad God was able to use her to speak to your needs, Lily!  May He continue to draw near to you.

It is amazing what God can do because I did not understand LS, for a long time. I had bitterness probably...

But, God changed my heart about a person, and i know he can change my life as well =)

Yeh you were a bit antsy towards us for a while. lol.
However sometimes love needs to be tough, and we could see that you were headed for disaster, but now you are doing so well and we are very proud of you, and yes God IS changing your life, and this is just the beginning of what he has for you. 

I am so glad that you have been so helped by LS lily, she needs some encouragment.

AMEN!!! 

Lily, God has amazing plans for you and that is why Satan was trying so hard to get you to fight against the truth you were hearing.
Continuing to pray for deliverance and peace to be fully yours so that you can fully be all that God has planned for you to be! 

[DaveW]

I'm sure the pastor will ask me to do the same – to read the document that he wrote. I read it already, and it helped me to understand about deliverance. There is not anything he could do for me.

I am curious as to why you think that about this pastor.

Where are you at now Lilly? 
Still in Chicago or back up in Canada?

[+Lily+]

"Yeh you were a bit antsy towards us for a while. lol. "

Sorry chosen, Heavyhearted, am I? I'm not always that way. It is just because this year was very tough for me.

I just felt sick for a long time and emotions were high. I'm fine now =)

I'm sure the pastor will ask me to do the same – to read the document that he wrote. I read it already, and it helped me to understand about deliverance. There is not anything he could do for me.

I am curious as to why you think that about this pastor.

Where are you at now Lilly? 
Still in Chicago or back up in Canada?

"I am curious as to why you think that about this pastor."

I surely can't answer every why, but you know deep in silence, I listen to my heartbeat, and believe.

Well, that was a joke. I guess, I should try to speak to him?

He lives so far away from me, so do not tell me to go see him 'cause I just can't. And, yes I'm in Canada. Going to visit my husband in 2 weeks, maybe also seek deliverance if he can support me, or maybe I should ask my sister in law to go with me. I can't do it alone. Then, I'm not sure I may stay with her, or I may go back to Québec depending on how I feel when I meet my prince. 

I heard from my sister in law that he improved a lot. He had issues with his family, but I'm glad he talks to his mother and sister again. I felt guilty when that happened.

[DaveW]

Lilly - if you are now in Quebec, you should find a pastor there to minister deliverance as it is not a one-shot process.

One of the pioneers of the deliverance ministry was Dr Derek Prince. I had the honor of knowing him personally. He wrote and taught on deliverance often. Here is a classic Prince article  called "Can You Keep it?" which focuses on the ongoing need for support and discipline after the deliverance is ministered.

http://www.csmpublishing.org/pdf/newwine/09-1972.pdf  Starts on page 17.

Here are a couple of lengthy teachings on deliverance basics.  I would strongly encourage you to read the article and listen to his teachings BEFORE you start going to a deliverance minister.

Derek Prince - Basics of Deliverance
Derek Prince - Spiritual Warfare 7 of 9 Basics of Deliverance 1

Derek Prince Ministries (www.dpm.org) or Presbyterian Reform Ministries Intl (www.prmi.org  or http://dunamisfellowshipcanada.org) may be able to put you in contact with a deliverance minister in Quebec.

[chosenone]

Lily I am glad that you are going to see your husband. I so hope that will go well for you. Will pray.

What Dave says is right. Derek Prince was an amazing teacher, and had loads of experience with deliverance issues.

[+Lily+]

One of the pioneers of the deliverance ministry was Dr Derek Prince

augh.....I wonder if it was just luck that his name was Derek Prince.... ? now I feel psychic again. 


but, I'll read and watch the sermons. Thank you.

[+Lily+]

Lily I am glad that you are going to see your husband. I so hope that will go well for you. Will pray.

What Dave says is right. Derek Prince was an amazing teacher, and had loads of experience with deliverance issues.

Thank you. Yes, I'll need prayers because I'm also worried a little. i'm not sure if he is still upset, only God knows. I did not talk to him for a long time.