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Well, My partner has caught me out with my pornography addiction.   We are only married 2 years however I've had the addiction most of my life.
Its been a online porn addiction, and also a real life where I have {WANTED TO} cheat, write emails, exchange photos but when it comes down to it never went through. - My wife also found this out but doesn't believe that I never went through with it.
I really can't say how I feel right now, I feel like a bomb has gone off right now and really don't know where to go from here.  I really need help however our church pastors are away right now. 
I don't know if Counsellors or Psychiatrists can be good to talk to.

Can anyone shed some light on where to go from here.

A counselor can help.  But don't see a secular counselor.  Even a Christian counselor is not your best option, but is better than a secular one.  If you can find a biblical counselor that is the way to go.  There are things I can tell you to help you overcome your porn addiction, but in the situation where your wife caught you counseling will be essential, because it will be a long time before she will trust you again.  Here is a link to help you find a biblical counselor:

https://biblicalcounseling.com/counselors/