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Quote from: chosenone on Thu Jan 15, 2009 - 12:17:43

Quote from: BornAgain on Thu Jan 15, 2009 - 09:34:47
Elijah..............do you mind me asking if you have ever been married.
You will be in my prayers. I don't know your real name but God knows who you are.
God Bless You................

Did you tell him the virgin Mary was taken already?  Poor guy... destined to remain single... spouting marriage scriptures that he does not live at others.

he isnt married he says that he hasnt found anyone 'virtous' enough, Sort of says it all really,

Quote from: chosenone on Thu Jan 15, 2009 - 13:31:18

Quote from: Jaime on Thu Jan 15, 2009 - 12:14:39

Quote from: BornAgain on Thu Jan 15, 2009 - 09:36:40
Elijah.........I just looked and noticed that you are only 24 years old. I have 2 children older than you...........and one a year younger.

I've got underwear older than that! 

Yikes, 'bout time you got some more then.

When the holes in the material get as big as the leg holes, then it's time to replace.

Quote from: kensington on Thu Jan 15, 2009 - 19:26:40

Quote from: chosenone on Thu Jan 15, 2009 - 12:17:43

Quote from: BornAgain on Thu Jan 15, 2009 - 09:34:47
Elijah..............do you mind me asking if you have ever been married.
You will be in my prayers. I don't know your real name but God knows who you are.
God Bless You................

Did you tell him the virgin Mary was taken already?  Poor guy... destined to remain single... spouting marriage scriptures that he does not live at others.

he isnt married he says that he hasnt found anyone 'virtous' enough, Sort of says it all really,

Even the virgin Mary may not have been good enough for him. After all she wasnt actually perfect was she. if he is looking for someone perfect then he will still be waiting till the day he dies. He has such a high opinion of himself, and  that woudl put any girl off would it. An arrrogant man puts me off instantly. A man with humility is attractive because he is secure in himself. A man who is arrogant and self righteous is someone who usually has a very low self esteem and is very insecure in my experience.That spells TROUBLE in any relationahip. 

I understand How Jesus felt

When he was Preaching...

as it is Written

Your father Abraham rejoiced to see my day: and he saw it, and was glad.

Then said the Jews unto him,

Thou art not yet fifty years old, and hast thou seen Abraham?
John 8:56-57

Let no man deceive himself

If any man among you seemeth to be wise in this world,

let him become a fool,

that he may be wise.

For the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God.

For it is written, He taketh the wise in their own craftiness.
1 Cor 3:18-19

For it is written

I will destroy the wisdom of the wise

and will bring to nothing the understanding of the prudent.

Where is the wise?

where is the scribe?

where is the disputer of this world?

hath not God made foolish the wisdom of this world?

For after that in the wisdom of God the world by wisdom knew not God, it pleased God by the foolishness of preaching to save them that believe. 1 Cor 1:19-21

For God giveth to a man that is good in his sight wisdom, and knowledge

Quote from: elijah_101 on Fri Jan 16, 2009 - 11:41:52
I understand How Jesus felt

When he was Preaching...

as it is Written

Your father Abraham rejoiced to see my day: and he saw it, and was glad.

Then said the Jews unto him,

Thou art not yet fifty years old, and hast thou seen Abraham?
John 8:56-57

Let no man deceive himself

If any man among you seemeth to be wise in this world,

let him become a fool,

that he may be wise.

For the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God.

For it is written, He taketh the wise in their own craftiness.
1 Cor 3:18-19

For it is written

I will destroy the wisdom of the wise

and will bring to nothing the understanding of the prudent.

Where is the wise?

where is the scribe?

where is the disputer of this world?

hath not God made foolish the wisdom of this world?

For after that in the wisdom of God the world by wisdom knew not God, it pleased God by the foolishness of preaching to save them that believe. 1 Cor 1:19-21

For God giveth to a man that is good in his sight wisdom, and knowledge

Hm, so you are still equating yourself with Jesus. More total arrogance, so whats new?I have news for you, you are NOT Jesus. You are NOT some sort of special messenger sent by God to condemn and judge all the terrible 'sinners' in the world. You are a very young man who needs to mature and gain wisdom and get healing and get some common sense, and THEN get a whole truck full of huminily. THEN maybe people can relate to you as a human being.Now that would be nice wouldnt it?

Man..................you got a problem between your ears !!!

I cannot believe you have the gall to compare yourself to Jesus Christ !!

I am not good enough within myself to even look at him !!

Praying for you and ignoring you from now on !

By the Way.........................doesn't the Bible say something about "Pride"?

Quote from: BornAgain on Fri Jan 16, 2009 - 12:20:30
Man..................you got a problem between your ears !!!

I cannot believe you have the gall to compare yourself to Jesus Christ !!

I am not good enough within myself to even look at him !!

Praying for you and ignoring you from now on !

By the Way.........................doesn't the Bible say something about "Pride"?

Not only pride but also judging and condemning others. of course elijah will NEVER admit to doing anything WRong WHICH IS VERY CONCERNING IN ITSELF.

Quote from: elijah_101 on Fri Jan 16, 2009 - 11:41:52
I understand How Jesus felt

Do you really? I didn't think you too were here to save humanity from your ultimate sacrifice. God needs to break you Elijah, break you down to dust, so you understand that you are as filthy rags before Him. And that only by the blood of Jesus, will you ever be acceptable. You are a very proud soul, and pride is of Satan, and by your theology, you are going to hell.

You are quick to show others their faults. I now show you yours. Are you going to hell Elijah? The spirit of pride has been revealed in you.

PRIDE>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The attitude quite similiar to my hubby's...........
Who says.......I am saved and just because I don't live a Christian life does not mean anything and just because you can't see a change in me doesn't mean a thing !!!!!!!!!

Toast anyone?

QuoteHm, so you are still equating yourself with Jesus. More total arrogance, so whats new?I have news for you, you are NOT Jesus. You are NOT some sort of special messenger sent by God to condemn and judge all the terrible 'sinners' in the world. You are a very young man who needs to mature and gain wisdom and get healing and get some common sense, and THEN get a whole truck full of huminily. THEN maybe people can relate to you as a human being.Now that would be nice wouldnt it?

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2 The same was in the beginning with God. 3 All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made
John 1:1-3

The Word is Jesus

its the Word that Condemns

Its the word that Convects some one to be a Sinner

For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword,

piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit,

and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts
Heb 4:12

Chosen

Your own mouth condemned you,

I did not

yea, Your own lips testify against you

Now

As Jesus Said

I and my Father are one.
John 10:30

If you keep Gods commandments Words and Sayings Christ lives in you

as it is Written

If ye love me, keep my commandments.

And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter,

that he may abide with you for ever;

Jesus said Again

If a man love me, he will keep my words[/color]:

Take note what Jesus says here

and my Father will love him,

and we will come unto him,

and make our abode with him.

Take Note Again what Jesus says here...

He that loveth me not keepeth not my sayings:

Now Jesus said thou Shalt not Commit Adultery...


and the word which ye hear is not mine, but the Father's which sent me.

These things have I spoken unto you,

being yet present with you.

But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost,

whom the Father will send in my name,

he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your

remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.
John 14:23-26

Even the Spirit of truth; whom the world cannot receive, because it seeth him not, neither knoweth him:

but ye know him; for he dwelleth with you, and shall be in you.
John 14:15-17

Forasmuch as ye are manifestly declared to be the epistle of Christ ministered by us,

written not with ink, but with the Spirit of the living God;

not in tables of stone, but in fleshy tables of the heart.

And such trust have we through Christ to God-ward:

Not that we are sufficient of ourselves to think any thing as of ourselves; but our sufficiency is of God;
2 Cor 3:3-5

a evil heart of unbelief, in departing from the living God.
Heb 3:12

Quote from: BornAgain on Fri Jan 16, 2009 - 13:09:23
PRIDE>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The attitude quite similiar to my hubby's...........
Who says.......I am saved and just because I don't live a Christian life does not mean anything and just because you can't see a change in me doesn't mean a thing !!!!!!!!!

Toast anyone?

Cheers born again

elijah putting it all in red makes no difference. Really, Just give up.

God needs to break you Elijah, break you down to dust, so you understand that you are as filthy rags before Him. And that only by the blood of Jesus, will you ever be acceptable. You are a very proud soul, and pride is of Satan, and by your theology, you are going to hell.

You are quick to show others their faults. I now show you yours. Are you going to hell Elijah? The spirit of pride has been revealed in you.

Quote from: fanuvmxpx on Fri Jan 16, 2009 - 13:21:01
God needs to break you Elijah, break you down to dust, so you understand that you are as filthy rags before Him. And that only by the blood of Jesus, will you ever be acceptable. You are a very proud soul, and pride is of Satan, and by your theology, you are going to hell.

You are quick to show others their faults. I now show you yours. Are you going to hell Elijah? The spirit of pride has been revealed in you.

For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again.
Matt 7:2

Repentance Worketh Twards Salvation 2 Corinthians 7:10

Quote from: elijah_101 on Fri Jan 16, 2009 - 13:35:25

Quote from: fanuvmxpx on Fri Jan 16, 2009 - 13:21:01
God needs to break you Elijah, break you down to dust, so you understand that you are as filthy rags before Him. And that only by the blood of Jesus, will you ever be acceptable. You are a very proud soul, and pride is of Satan, and by your theology, you are going to hell.

You are quick to show others their faults. I now show you yours. Are you going to hell Elijah? The spirit of pride has been revealed in you.

For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again.
Matt 7:2

Repentance Worketh Twards Salvation 2 Corinthians 7:10

Really Elijah?!?!  Really?  You quoted this scripture:  For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again.
Matt 7:2


Does anyone have a mirror?

QuotePosted by Serenity432001 Does anyone have a mirror?

For if any be a hearer of the word, and not a doer,

he is like unto a man beholding his natural face in a glass:

For he beholdeth himself, and goeth his way,

and straightway forgetteth what manner of man he was. James 1:23-24

Quote from: elijah_101 on Fri Jan 16, 2009 - 13:35:25

Quote from: fanuvmxpx on Fri Jan 16, 2009 - 13:21:01
God needs to break you Elijah, break you down to dust, so you understand that you are as filthy rags before Him. And that only by the blood of Jesus, will you ever be acceptable. You are a very proud soul, and pride is of Satan, and by your theology, you are going to hell.

You are quick to show others their faults. I now show you yours. Are you going to hell Elijah? The spirit of pride has been revealed in you.

For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again.
Matt 7:2

Repentance Worketh Twards Salvation 2 Corinthians 7:10

elijah you do absolutly amaze me that you just cannot see who is doing the judging here.You have been doing it from the first post that you ever posted to the last one. Every post is one of judgement and condemnation for others.

My "toast anyone?" was actually meant as it takes HEAT to make toast............Some people are going to have some "burning buns" one day unless they TRULY repent and change their attitude.

Choosen...I'm Not Condeming. or judgeing..you...

The Word of God IS...

Out of your own Mouth you are Judged by the Word of God...You Condemned your Self

Sense you are So aggressive saying I'm Condeming you...Nd saying I'm Judgeing

You said

QuoteYou said Choosen....I put away my Husband....and i Married another....Because of Fornication...OK then

Chosen

Your own mouth condemned you,

I did not

yea, Your own lips testify against you

So I go to my Bible...I read it...I get the Word of God...Which says

Whosoever shall put away his wife, except it be for fornication, and shall marry another, committeth adultery:

and whoso marrieth her which is put away doth commit adultery.
Matt 19:9

And if a woman shall put away her husband, and be married to another, she committeth adultery.Mark 10:12

There you Go...I did not Condem you...God did

Your still Bound to your 1st Husband as Long as he is Alive RO 7

So then if, while her husband liveth, she be married to another man, she shall be called an adulteress Romans 7:2

I did not Condem you...God did ...And Every one Else that Does this

Now you say I'm Condeming you....Because I gave you the Word of God...

What is Gods word for?

All scripture is given by inspiration of God,

and is profitable for doctrine,

for reproof,

((for correction)),

for instruction in righteousness:

That the man of God may be perfect, throughly furnished unto all good works.
2 Tim 3:16-17

Repentance worketh for Salvation  2 Corinthians 7:10

Quote from: BornAgain on Fri Jan 16, 2009 - 14:29:46
My "toast anyone?" was actually meant as it takes HEAT to make toast............Some people are going to have some "burning buns" one day unless they TRULY repent and change their attitude.

oh haha silly me I thought that you meant toast as in a drink.....doh.........

I just went to the bank and on my car radio I heard this story that a preacher was telling to his congregation:......................

There was a young girl who had a really rough life. She had literally been throw away by her parents. She began to prostitute to feed herself. She worked as a call girl in Vegas for many years...................

She met Jesus !! She accepted him as her Savior......................today this former Call Girl is married to a Pastor and has been happily married for 13 years.

Can you imagine how many men this lady had sex with? She probably doesn't know but those sins are covered under the blood of the lamb......thrown into the sea of forgetfulness.

Don't tell me that lady is "married" to the first man she had sex with because this lady was BORN...........A SECOND BIRTH the minute she accepted Jesus into her heart..........................

elijah I am not aggressive just because I am saying that you are judging me and others here. I am not an aggressive person, I am just fed up with your awful proud and arrogant atitude that is making things so rediculous here.
You are very young, you seem very immature and need to grow up a lot before you decide that you can be the judge of everyone else.

You have told me over and over that I am a terrible sinner, and you know what? It doesnt bother me becuase I know that I am not.
I just think it is funny now actually becuase it has gone beyond a joke here.I have no desire to defend myself at all as God knows that I have done what he lead me to do, and that is all that matters to me.  

You have  ignored many wise and learned people here who have  pointed out many things in the bible that go againsnt what you have said, but you ignore them . You really cannot see what you are doing and how proud and arrogant you sound. you are blinded somehow to the truth. I feel very sorry for you, as unless God can get through to you, You are going to be a very lonely and unhappy man. No one likes someone who is self righteous and arrogant, no one likes anyone who is proud and who can never ever admit that they are ever wrong.  I know someone a  bit like this and believe me , NO ONE want to be around them, it is very sad indeed.

Quote from: BornAgain on Fri Jan 16, 2009 - 14:58:39
I just went to the bank and on my car radio I heard this story that a preacher was telling to his congregation:......................

There was a young girl who had a really rough life. She had literally been throw away by her parents. She began to prostitute to feed herself. She worked as a call girl in Vegas for many years...................

She met Jesus !! She accepted him as her Savior......................today this former Call Girl is married to a Pastor and has been happily married for 13 years.

Can you imagine how many men this lady had sex with? She probably doesn't know but those sins are covered under the blood of the lamb......thrown into the sea of forgetfulness.

Don't tell me that lady is "married" to the first man she had sex with because this lady was BORN...........A SECOND BIRTH the minute she accepted Jesus into her heart..........................

Praise God what an amazing story. Dont you just LOVE stories like that that show Gods amazing love and redemption in action?. I bet she is able to reach many people with her amazing story,and after all this is what we are supposed to do isnt it, rach other with Hisd love and the massage of His complete and total forgiveness. thanks for that Born again, you haver made me feel so much better.

You are certainly welcome chosenone. I praise God everyday that I am truly BornAgain......................

My husband used to call me "Jesus Freak"..............trust me I have been called alot worse in my time.

I take a great deal of pride in being a Jesus Freak. I really consider that a compliment and every time he ever called me that I would smile and say "Thank you".............

Quote from: BornAgain on Fri Jan 16, 2009 - 14:58:39
I just went to the bank and on my car radio I heard this story that a preacher was telling to his congregation:......................

There was a young girl who had a really rough life. She had literally been throw away by her parents. She began to prostitute to feed herself. She worked as a call girl in Vegas for many years...................

She met Jesus !! She accepted him as her Savior......................today this former Call Girl is married to a Pastor and has been happily married for 13 years.

Can you imagine how many men this lady had sex with? She probably doesn't know but those sins are covered under the blood of the lamb......thrown into the sea of forgetfulness.

Don't tell me that lady is "married" to the first man she had sex with because this lady was BORN...........A SECOND BIRTH the minute she accepted Jesus into her heart..........................

Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap
Gal 6:7

Know ye not that your bodies are the members of Christ?

shall I then take the members of Christ, and make them the members of an harlot?

God forbid.

What?

know ye not that he which is joined to an harlot is one body?

for two, saith he, shall be one flesh.

But he that is joined unto the Lord is one spirit.

Flee fornication.

Every sin that a man doeth is without the body; but he that committeth fornication sinneth against his own body.

What?

know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?

For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's.1 Cor 6:15-20

1 Cor. 6:15-20 is another very interesting passage.  Corinth was home to the temple of Aphrodite which at its height had over 1000 temple prostitutes that "serviced" those that came to "worship" at the temple.  It's very likely that it is specifically these prostitutes that Paul was speaking of.  Apparently, not only were the members of the Corinthian church committing fornication, but they were doing so with these temple prostitutes.  Paul was thus especially upset at them for this.  On one hand, they had given their hearts to Christ, been born of the Spirit and were members of the family of God.  On the other hand though, they were still "worshipping" with these temple prostitutes; and in a sense linking together the family of God with the family of Satan. 

btw, the phrase "one flesh" was a phrase used to speak of "family".  If a person is of my flesh, they are part of my famly.

Unfortunately, people misuse botht the phrase "one flesh" and this scripture to try and say that "sex" = marriage, or that marriage is unbreakable.  Note that I said "misuse", for sex does not create a marriage and neither is marriage unbreakable.  Marriage is established by covenant.  And marriage is breakable either by death or by divorce. 

In this passage Paul was making a passionate plea for the members of the Corinthian church to be sure and not "worship" with these temple prostitutes.  Corinth was a wicked city, the Sodom and Gommorah of the ancient near-east.  And the Corinthian church had many problems, one of which was sexaul immorality the likes of which few cities would have tolerated.  If we understand this, it helps us understand what Paul wrote.

A Text without a Context is a Pretext - an Assumed meaning that often misses the author's intent.  When people quote scripture out of context, they make assumptions as to it's meaning that are very often completely wrong!

This scripture is a passionate call to sexual wholeness/purity from sexual perverseness, but it is not even close to a treatise on MDR. 

elijah...  I am going to guess that you were born saved? 

Quote from: BornAgain on Fri Jan 16, 2009 - 15:26:30
You are certainly welcome chosenone. I praise God everyday that I am truly BornAgain......................

My husband used to call me "Jesus Freak"..............trust me I have been called alot worse in my time.

I take a great deal of pride in being a Jesus Freak. I really consider that a compliment and every time he ever called me that I would smile and say "Thank you".............

Quote from: BornAgain on Fri Jan 16, 2009 - 15:26:30
You are certainly welcome chosenone. I praise God everyday that I am truly BornAgain......................

My husband used to call me "Jesus Freak"..............trust me I have been called alot worse in my time.

I take a great deal of pride in being a Jesus Freak. I really consider that a compliment and every time he ever called me that I would smile and say "Thank you".............

QuoteSherman Nobles


btw, the phrase "one flesh" was a phrase used to speak of "family".  If a person is of my flesh, they are part of my famly.

Unfortunately, people misuse botht the phrase "one flesh" and this scripture to try and say that "sex" = marriage, or that marriage is unbreakable.  Note that I said "misuse", for sex does not create a marriage and neither is marriage unbreakable.  Marriage is established by covenant.  And marriage is breakable either by death or by divorce. 

Have ye not read, that he which made them at the beginning made them male and female,

And said, For this cause shall a man leave father and mother, and shall cleave to his wife: and they twain shall be one flesh?

Wherefore they are no more twain, but one flesh. What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder. Matt 19:4-6

Now lets go to the "Beginning"

Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh.

And they were both naked, the man and his wife, and were not ashamed.Gen 2:24-25

Now how do you come one? you have Sex....

Know ye not that your bodies are the members of Christ?

shall I then take the members of Christ, and make them the members of an harlot?

God forbid.

What?

know ye not that he which is joined to an harlot is one body?

for two, saith he, shall be one flesh.1 Cor 6:15-16

God marrys you...Not man

God Spoke the Word in the "Beginning"

What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder.Matt 19:4-6

The grass withereth, the flower fadeth:

because the spirit of the LORD bloweth upon it: surely the people is grass.

The grass withereth, the flower fadeth:

but the word of our God shall stand for ever. 
Isaiah 40:7-8 1 Peter 1:24-25

Verily, verily, I say unto you, If a man keep my saying, he shall never see death.
John 8:51

Quote from: elijah_101 on Tue Jan 20, 2009 - 08:57:35

QuoteSherman Nobles


btw, the phrase "one flesh" was a phrase used to speak of "family".  If a person is of my flesh, they are part of my famly.

Unfortunately, people misuse botht the phrase "one flesh" and this scripture to try and say that "sex" = marriage, or that marriage is unbreakable.  Note that I said "misuse", for sex does not create a marriage and neither is marriage unbreakable.  Marriage is established by covenant.  And marriage is breakable either by death or by divorce. 

Have ye not read, that he which made them at the beginning made them male and female,

And said, For this cause shall a man leave father and mother, and shall cleave to his wife: and they twain shall be one flesh?

Wherefore they are no more twain, but one flesh. What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder. Matt 19:4-6

Now lets go to the "Beginning"

Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh.

And they were both naked, the man and his wife, and were not ashamed.Gen 2:24-25

Now how do you come one? you have Sex....

Know ye not that your bodies are the members of Christ?

shall I then take the members of Christ, and make them the members of an harlot?

God forbid.

What?

know ye not that he which is joined to an harlot is one body?

for two, saith he, shall be one flesh.1 Cor 6:15-16

God marrys you...Not man

God Spoke the Word in the "Beginning"

What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder.Matt 19:4-6

The grass withereth, the flower fadeth:

because the spirit of the LORD bloweth upon it: surely the people is grass.

The grass withereth, the flower fadeth:

but the word of our God shall stand for ever.
Isaiah 40:7-8 1 Peter 1:24-25

There is so much wrong in this that I do not know where to start.

Become 'one' has nothing to do with sex... never has and never will.

You must rethink your exegeses of the biblical meaning of family.

God judged entire families (even the kids) based on the actions of one member.  God treats them all as 'one flesh'

THANK GOd FOR JESUS. HE IS SOOOOOO COOL AND SOOOOOOOOO WONDERFUL AND  I LOVE HIM SOOOOOOO MUCH.

 If ye love me, keep my commandments. John 14:15

He that loveth me not keepeth not my sayings...John 14:24

Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time, Thou shalt not commit adultery
Matt 5:27

So then if, while her husband liveth, she be married to another man, she shall be called an adulteress:

but if her husband be dead, she is free from that law; so that she is no adulteress, though she be married to another man.
Romans 7:3

Quote
16Jesus said to her, "Go,(O) call your husband, and come here." 17The woman answered him, "I have no husband." Jesus said to her, "You are right in saying, 'I have no husband'; 18for you have had five husbands, and the one you now have is not your husband. What you have said is true."

Jesus recognized her five divorces... he recognized that she currently had no husband.

Yet he never called her an adulteress.. and still offered her salvation.

You are so wrong Elijah and so hard hearted it isn't even funny anymore.

Dont care what you say elijah. I STILL love Jesus and HE LOVES ME AS WELL. He is blessing me beyond measure. What about you? 

Do you have peace elijah?, do you have inner joy?, are you happy? are you beng blessed?
God is so good and he is blessing me and my family beyond measure. I sit back in amazement at all that He is doing and I am in awe of Him at the overwhelming goodness that He is showing to us.
If you were at peace you wouldnt be doing what you are doing here. You sound like a very very unhappy person and that is very sad.
If you had the joy that He gives, you wouldnt come here purely to judge and condemn. You are only 24, what has happened to you to make you like this at such a young age? It is very sad and I am praying for you and ther others here who do the same.
Let go and let God work in you.